It's A Beautiful Place

16 September 2009

Must. Create. Post

My problem is that I don't have a problem because I am nothing out of the ordinary. Not too smart to get into things, not too un-smart to get into other things, not too fucked up to be ruined, not too close to anyone to really feel the another person, which is why I am never betrayed nor fought with. I don't believe people are scared to fight me, don't you believe that, but in raelity it's just because I've never done anything. (Yes, I believe that fighting and disagreement are essential, healthy even.) I've never had the courage to speak up about the things that mattered or the things that required my opinion, just the mindless reminders, the mind - numbing bullshit they make me say. Yes, I know, it's my own damn fault.

Do you ever feel like shit, the rotten kind? Like you can't do anything about it? Or like you feel more like shit because you're too lazy too get off your goddamned sorry ass and actually do something about it?

Yup. I'm that kind of person.

I'm the kind of sad dork who people just talk to because they want to ask or borrow something, or whatever the hell it is they want.

Haaaa. I sound like that hypocritic fool who uses English too much. I'm sorry. to you, dearest reader/s (if anyone even reads this piece of green garbage).

Labels: anger, boohoopickuptwo, braincrap, drama, i'm ba-ack, in boredom, rants, weaknesses

31 August 2009

IT IS I!

ZEUS!

Labels: Zeus

HA!

"The man who smiles when things go wrong has thought of someone to blame it on." - Robert Bloc

hihihi.

Labels: quotes

I Vanna

Wants 2009

A nice headband/fillet (that is, my frieds, the real name for it, from the Greeks)

(Joel Madden and his) Shades

Actual wayfarer glasses

a nice leather (synthetic) jacket, no pins

Flannel Shirt

A cap, notice the shade part

Labels: wants

19 August 2009

Tunay Na Lalake

laughter awaits

Labels: blog, tunay na lalake

05 August 2009

SKINS!

Love, love, love, la-la-la, love, love, love!

I'me telling you, the series is a beaut!

WATCHHHHHHHHH

WARNING: do NOT watch with adults or little kids.

Labels: good shit, skins, suggesting123, TeeVee

22 April 2009

VIDEO

Labels: JoanoPark

Mm-hmm#1

I'm Twittering about.
Well, not about anyting, really. Just, "about" like hangin'.

FOLLOW MEEEEE! (?) http://twitter.com/itssamgonzales

Labels: the inter-web, twitter

Ahhhh, Summer

SUMMER UPDATES ARE DUE!

Well, I've been going to AHEAD on Saturdays, reviewing for the SAT's, learning new things, trying to remember the things I've already "learned" and making a fool out of myself most of the time in Maths, if do say so myself. I'm really disappointing. Anyway, continuing my sessions this Saturday.

What next? I finally found a book by Ellen Hopkins, IMPULSE! Beautiful and depressing. Read it if you like!

The book is about three teenagers who are in a mental institution. The author tells their dark life stories wrapped in shame, depression and secret through beautiful verses.

Went to Anvaya Cove with EVERYBODY. Ha ha. Cousins and parents and titas and titos and lolas. Fun and pretty exhausting. Pictures are unavailable.

Went to Anvaya Cove with nuclear family fo Easter. Had a great time though the heat was utterly despicable. Gosh darn it.

ONE HIGHLIGHT OF SUMMER: JZONE (Jesus' Zone) EXPOSED Summer Camp with teenagers from CCF Malolos.

The people with absolutely friendly and nice! The retreat was held in Tagaytay in a span of three fun and memorable days. Met a lot of nice people, made new friends, got connected with spiritual self, forgot to bring shorts, ate nice tasting, refillable food, swam in the midnight, played in one amazing race, actually participated in singing, had an intense singing session (of one hour), got addicted to taking pictures with somebody else's camera and learned a lot about myself, others and well, God.

The next day, went to the Diamond hotel for Mum's conference where Belly and I failed to meet. Damn that.

AND LAST HIGHLIGHT:

I am studying electrical guitar! HOORAY.

Bummer, Mom won't let me use my OWN money to buy actual guitar. I mean, I know she wouldn't buy me one even if it will be for my birthday, and I'm not even asking for it because I know they think that my musical interest is just a fad though I've been guitar-ing for four years now, proving that it is an actuall interest. How the heck can I practice? Sheesh

Labels: Summer, Tagaytay Adventures

24 March 2009

Desktop

Labels: wala lang


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Blog Hit Counter	16 September 2009 Must. Create. Post My problem is that I don't have a problem because I am nothing out of the ordinary. Not too smart to get into things, not too un-smart to get into other things, not too fucked up to be ruined, not too close to anyone to really feel the another person, which is why I am never betrayed nor fought with. I don't believe people are scared to fight me, don't you believe that, but in raelity it's just because I've never done anything. (Yes, I believe that fighting and disagreement are essential, healthy even.) I've never had the courage to speak up about the things that mattered or the things that required my opinion, just the mindless reminders, the mind - numbing bullshit they make me say. Yes, I know, it's my own damn fault. Do you ever feel like shit, the rotten kind? Like you can't do anything about it? Or like you feel more like shit because you're too lazy too get off your goddamned sorry ass and actually do something about it? Yup. I'm that kind of person. I'm the kind of sad dork who people just talk to because they want to ask or borrow something, or whatever the hell it is they want. Haaaa. I sound like that hypocritic fool who uses English too much. I'm sorry. to you, dearest reader/s (if anyone even reads this piece of green garbage). Labels: anger, boohoopickuptwo, braincrap, drama, i'm ba-ack, in boredom, rants, weaknesses 7:56 PM · 31 August 2009 IT IS I! ZEUS! Labels: Zeus 5:02 PM · HA! "The man who smiles when things go wrong has thought of someone to blame it on." - Robert Bloc hihihi. Labels: quotes 4:53 PM · I Vanna Wants 2009 A nice headband/fillet (that is, my frieds, the real name for it, from the Greeks) (Joel Madden and his) Shades Actual wayfarer glasses a nice leather (synthetic) jacket, no pins Flannel Shirt A cap, notice the shade part Labels: wants 3:37 PM · 19 August 2009 Tunay Na Lalake laughter awaits Labels: blog, tunay na lalake 11:35 AM · 05 August 2009 SKINS! Love, love, love, la-la-la, love, love, love! I'me telling you, the series is a beaut! WATCHHHHHHHHH WARNING: do NOT watch with adults or little kids. Labels: good shit, skins, suggesting123, TeeVee 9:46 AM · 22 April 2009 VIDEO Labels: JoanoPark 5:29 PM · Mm-hmm#1 I'm Twittering about. Well, not about anyting, really. Just, "about" like hangin'. FOLLOW MEEEEE! (?) http://twitter.com/itssamgonzales Labels: the inter-web, twitter 5:12 PM · Ahhhh, Summer SUMMER UPDATES ARE DUE! Well, I've been going to AHEAD on Saturdays, reviewing for the SAT's, learning new things, trying to remember the things I've already "learned" and making a fool out of myself most of the time in Maths, if do say so myself. I'm really disappointing. Anyway, continuing my sessions this Saturday. What next? I finally found a book by Ellen Hopkins, IMPULSE! Beautiful and depressing. Read it if you like! The book is about three teenagers who are in a mental institution. The author tells their dark life stories wrapped in shame, depression and secret through beautiful verses. Went to Anvaya Cove with EVERYBODY. Ha ha. Cousins and parents and titas and titos and lolas. Fun and pretty exhausting. Pictures are unavailable. Went to Anvaya Cove with nuclear family fo Easter. Had a great time though the heat was utterly despicable. Gosh darn it. ONE HIGHLIGHT OF SUMMER: JZONE (Jesus' Zone) EXPOSED Summer Camp with teenagers from CCF Malolos. The people with absolutely friendly and nice! The retreat was held in Tagaytay in a span of three fun and memorable days. Met a lot of nice people, made new friends, got connected with spiritual self, forgot to bring shorts, ate nice tasting, refillable food, swam in the midnight, played in one amazing race, actually participated in singing, had an intense singing session (of one hour), got addicted to taking pictures with somebody else's camera and learned a lot about myself, others and well, God. The next day, went to the Diamond hotel for Mum's conference where Belly and I failed to meet. Damn that. AND LAST HIGHLIGHT: I am studying electrical guitar! HOORAY. Bummer, Mom won't let me use my OWN money to buy actual guitar. I mean, I know she wouldn't buy me one even if it will be for my birthday, and I'm not even asking for it because I know they think that my musical interest is just a fad though I've been guitar-ing for four years now, proving that it is an actuall interest. How the heck can I practice? Sheesh . Labels: Summer, Tagaytay Adventures 3:57 PM · 24 March 2009 Desktop Labels: wala lang 1:56 PM ·