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06 March 2008
AMPALAYA-FILLED BANANAS
6 March 2008, Thursday is the day
7:07 pm
I know that I should really be studying right now but I wanted to start this as soon as I remembered to do it.
It's been almost two years that we've been together and I regret to say that our time has almost run out. We have three days left to be together. After that last day, the process of our separation would start and that would mean that we would 'get to meet new people.'
Now I just sound like a lover.
Moving on to my description. The last two years I've spent with these people were two of the best years I had ever experienced. I like to believe that I had found my true friends from that group.
Mind you, the people who I am friends with are all quite different from each other. There are those who I spent most of my days with, the people who I am most recognized with and who I am identified with. Our friendship though, is not based from what we have in common like the sports we play, the humor we have or the food we eat everyday but on the time we've spent learning from each other through the up-sies and the down-sies of our adolescent lives. There are also the people who I would have never expected to be friends with - I never really knew them before. They had great influences on who I am, my way of speech, my spontaneous statements, the stuff I watch, the things I do and so much more. There are also those who seem totally different from me and yet deep inside I am quite like them. I may not act like they do nor appear as they appear but we have the same kind of hearts. The same kind of mistakes and the same kind of learnings. And sometimes, though I may appear to be a tough cookie, I have this hidden attitude like theirs (which I have yet to reveal to the people around me.) There are those who I disliked from the beginning but accepted in the end - the people who were outcast by MY friends. Those who were misunderstood a lot and who were not really known. I actually know how they have felt. People might not believe me - for I look too happy at times - that even though I belong to a big, big clique, I often feel alone and like I was my only friend (...don't get me wrong, I love you.) There were people who supported me and have shown me happiness and appreciation in the little things in life. I wouldn't have really appreciated people who had the same principles if it weren't for them. There were - as I regret to tell - a few who I failed to get to know. If you feel like I'm ultimately describing you, I am truly and sincerely sorry. Lastly, there are the people whom I've felt at home with. They are the ones who have made me laugh every time we spoke and the people who I confided the deepest of my thoughts and secrets - the three people I would have been friends with if I hadn't been seated with one of my best friends now. They are the ones who I write with today and the whole reason I write with so much passion. There are times that I don't seem to appreciate them much as I appreciate my other friends, but somehow I am still accepted by the three. They have pushed me to work harder and to be better (and talk about, music, movies, t.v., and clothes) and to appreciate my family better.
All the people that I have met and have been with for the past two short years of my life have already shaped me into the person who I am now and who I will be in the future. They have molded me and touched my soul and giggled with me like Catholic school girls and cried with me when I made mistakes and taught me how to move on and to be myself and to be the best person I could be. My heart aches as I write this and face the reality of having new people to be with in the future. I shall never forget them and I hope form the bottom of my heart that they won't forget me or do remember me only when they needed lab gowns for school.
7:07 pm
I know that I should really be studying right now but I wanted to start this as soon as I remembered to do it.
It's been almost two years that we've been together and I regret to say that our time has almost run out. We have three days left to be together. After that last day, the process of our separation would start and that would mean that we would 'get to meet new people.'
Now I just sound like a lover.
Moving on to my description. The last two years I've spent with these people were two of the best years I had ever experienced. I like to believe that I had found my true friends from that group.
Mind you, the people who I am friends with are all quite different from each other. There are those who I spent most of my days with, the people who I am most recognized with and who I am identified with. Our friendship though, is not based from what we have in common like the sports we play, the humor we have or the food we eat everyday but on the time we've spent learning from each other through the up-sies and the down-sies of our adolescent lives. There are also the people who I would have never expected to be friends with - I never really knew them before. They had great influences on who I am, my way of speech, my spontaneous statements, the stuff I watch, the things I do and so much more. There are also those who seem totally different from me and yet deep inside I am quite like them. I may not act like they do nor appear as they appear but we have the same kind of hearts. The same kind of mistakes and the same kind of learnings. And sometimes, though I may appear to be a tough cookie, I have this hidden attitude like theirs (which I have yet to reveal to the people around me.) There are those who I disliked from the beginning but accepted in the end - the people who were outcast by MY friends. Those who were misunderstood a lot and who were not really known. I actually know how they have felt. People might not believe me - for I look too happy at times - that even though I belong to a big, big clique, I often feel alone and like I was my only friend (...don't get me wrong, I love you.) There were people who supported me and have shown me happiness and appreciation in the little things in life. I wouldn't have really appreciated people who had the same principles if it weren't for them. There were - as I regret to tell - a few who I failed to get to know. If you feel like I'm ultimately describing you, I am truly and sincerely sorry. Lastly, there are the people whom I've felt at home with. They are the ones who have made me laugh every time we spoke and the people who I confided the deepest of my thoughts and secrets - the three people I would have been friends with if I hadn't been seated with one of my best friends now. They are the ones who I write with today and the whole reason I write with so much passion. There are times that I don't seem to appreciate them much as I appreciate my other friends, but somehow I am still accepted by the three. They have pushed me to work harder and to be better (and talk about, music, movies, t.v., and clothes) and to appreciate my family better.
All the people that I have met and have been with for the past two short years of my life have already shaped me into the person who I am now and who I will be in the future. They have molded me and touched my soul and giggled with me like Catholic school girls and cried with me when I made mistakes and taught me how to move on and to be myself and to be the best person I could be. My heart aches as I write this and face the reality of having new people to be with in the future. I shall never forget them and I hope form the bottom of my heart that they won't forget me or do remember me only when they needed lab gowns for school.
P.S.
to T./N.Y.V and AKI, if you are worrying, don't. I love you all with all my heart.
to T./N.Y.V and AKI, if you are worrying, don't. I love you all with all my heart.