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18 March 2008
ALL THAT ANGER
SUNDAY MORNING: EXCITED AND NOT BORED WITH LITTLE ANGER (then again I'm always angry) I ![]() SUNDAY NIGHT: OMG. ![]() I WAS SILENTLY HEARTBROKEN. I knew it. I KNEW mum and dad would do this: give me high hopes and then beat my hope to a stinking pulp. I knew it. OH MY GOD. OH MY LORD. I couldn't react without being a brat. I've waited for this for sooo long, you know. I just wanted to audition. I just wanted to play a freaking sport. I almost cried again. Good God. I couldn't do anything about it. NOTHING. Not even Roswell could make me feel better. I mean, you gotta understand me. I might seem positively shallow and over dramatic but that was the only thing I really wanted to do. More than shopping. More than watching TV. More than eating. So when the unexpected [not] hit me, I was deeply hurt and disappointed. [sigh] AND SO MONDAY CAME Since Monday, I've devoted my time to being surprisingly productive. And by productive I meant to sleeping all day long. My routine would be to wake up, watch TV for a few minutes then fall asleep. I would cook myself stuff sometimes, and then I would sleep again. FAB. TODAY: INCREDIBLY HOT. Climate change is a total bitch. Yesterday, it was raining and totally cool but today it is super [kaduper] HOT. As in I might take two baths in an afternoon. That is how hot today is. MY GAWD. [channeling doodlesz] Labels: anger, drama, volleyball |